{Journal.} Snow Flake

People treated me indifferently. Was I a complete stranger? As I crossed their sights, their eyes were following my steps. Since childhood, I have never felt affection. Every single little things were kept in my mind, my mouth shut, I held unto everything, all by myself. I was seeking acceptance and welcome, but got no responses from others. My face, expressionless, breaks people' gaze. No one never wanted to care about me nor did I want to care about them. I had become a dull reckless person. The cold thick blood was continuously flowing in my veins and I could feel my body fall from high up in the sky deeply more and more into this humongous gap. Before I could reach its end, I sensed a warm presence. I finally opened my eyes. I found you on my way to the ground. My heart slowly started to flicker. Your touch... so soft... and cordial.. that I melt into your skin. I might be a burden to you but, even so, you still kept me with you. You pointed me the world, transmit the will to be reborn as a new person. The leak of happiness from your heart to mine only made me stronger. I won't ever be the same being again. I won't ever look at the world like the way I saw it. You brought me to the warmest place you knew, your heart. 

I am no longer snow, but boiling water for you.